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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
3:48 am - I am in Salem
I must confess something! *evil laughter*

I am the Salem Serial Killer not a virgin!

Maggie Horton thought those eyes looked familiar. She even thought maybe they belonged to Lucas. But...but... just look at that sketch. Those are certainly *blue* brown eyes. And I just happen to have blue contacts eyes. And what about them eyebrows?? Looks kinda like my uni brow eyebrows.

Those fews years of being tortured by some Salemites made me crazzzzzzy. And damn you Brady for fantasizing about that slut! Die. Die. Die. ;)

Stefano D. is the killer man!

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Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
5:45 am - No time like the present!
Okay, I do so apologize for my lack of updates. But I'm beginning to hate writing/typing.

And if you watch the [show], then you already know what I've been up to lately! Heh.

Hooray for Broe!

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Monday, September 2nd, 2002
10:04 am - In dire need...
of an update!

Well, I've been busy being torn between two guys. One would buy me anything in the world and the other would go to the ends of the earth just to help me. Argh.

Actually 3 guys, if you count me finding my dad. Now that's a laugh.

And I can't decide which looks more stupid on me....
My fake ass looking wig or my wannabe gangsta do rags?!?

current mood: annoyed
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002
9:44 pm - I'm getting bald...
I bet I'll need a wig very very soon. I could be a blonde like Belle!

That is all.

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9:27 pm - Guess what I've been doing?
Yep, you got it....
I've been busy in my lovely hospital room puking my cute little brains. I can't believe I'm saying this but... I'd much rather be at home with Nancy bitching at me about something! At least that way I'd know I am alive. I feel like I'm dead but haven't been buried yet. :(
I'm happy that the gang stops by here once in awhile. That helps keep my sanity. I really hope they can find a donor match soon.
I think I'll talk the nurses into letting me get out of bed and walk around.
We'll see....

<3 Chloe Lane

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Saturday, June 22nd, 2002
3:59 am - My name is Chloe Lane and I have Leukemia
I do not wish Chemo treatments on my worst enemies. I never imagined anything like this to happen to me. I think I was just being naive. I think I've been naive about everything until now.

It was really nice of Philip to get me a DVD player and my favorite movies to watch. Although that was a bit much even with the pretty flowers. And the magazines from Belle will help pass some time. I'll listen to the mix CD Brady made for me later.

It was really nice of Mimi to stay with me and watch movies. After it took us an hour to figure out which movies to avoid. She's really great.

I really wish I could be out of this hospital and out singing in Central Park or something. At night, hospitals become a lonely, dark, scary place. Even if someone's in the bed next to yours, it's like you're the only one that exists because the night nurses are all in the lounge sipping coffee while some incoherent patient is restlessly wandering the hospital halls.

I think I'll get out of here...
<3 Chloe

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Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
4:14 am - Aww, who would've thunk it? ;)

You are the outside kid who came from the wrong side of the tracks determined to follow your dreams and achieve your goals. Life keeps throwing you a curve ball and you tend to whine about it alot. You have just been diagnosed
with leukemia but that is no reason to run back into the arms of that jerk, Philip! Why can't you see that Brady is crazy about you! He doesn't look bad in a muscle shirt either. Wake up, girl!

~Which Days of Our Lives Diva are you? ~

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3:33 am - Novacane for the soul
Well, let's see....

Graduation was fabulous! I'm very happy that Nancy & Craig let me go. I couldn't have missed that for the world. It was one of my dreams that now has been accomplished. I'm so proud of myself!

And now it's The Last Blast once again. I'm glad Nancy's letting me go to it. Even if I do have Cancer (which I pray that I don't) doesn't mean I should just stop living. I need to live my life to the fullest and go on as if I'm not sick.

I never really thought I'd have a disease. I guess nobody realizes just how precious life is until it's your last. How can I tell my friends, whom I love so dearly that I may die? That I might not make it through college, let alone a career, husband & kids.

That's the main reasons on why I insisted to go to graduation and now to the dance. I can't just sit around waiting to get sicker.

I must enjoy the time I have now
<3 Chloe Lane

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Thursday, May 23rd, 2002
11:31 am - This is classic!
*dies laughing!*

And at this too!

Bwahahaha! too cool! Gosh, I really miss Susan!

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2:25 am - MIA? Me? Nah..
Seems as if I've gone mia on everyone. Well, I didn't! *smile* I've just been really busy. I'm still very upset that I didn't get to do my audition for Jules. Why did I have to be sick? I couldn't sing a note to save my life. *shrugs* I still can't believe it. And Nancy better not be doing what I think she's doing or I will kill her! I swear, I will!

Philip went with the plan that Mimi and I came up with. Just hope it works because Belle deserves happiness with Shawn. And as for Jan, she just needs to go live in some trailer park somewhere. Pure trailer trash. Yep, that's Jan. It's a little hard seeing Philip with Cynthia like that.

Brady! *swoons* He recently had his 21st birthday. I could tell he enjoyed his party and the gift I got him. :)

<3 Chloe

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Friday, April 19th, 2002
7:27 pm - So pissed off I could eat Jan
Why did I watch that tape? Grrr. I am so pissed off at Philip. But I had to know what I was feeling all along. What a creep Philip really is. I knew this deep down in my heart. He didn't really love me... If he did, he couldn't just get naked with another girl like that. He was enjoying it too much.

I'm going to go eat a pint of ice cream and call Brady.

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Tuesday, April 16th, 2002
3:02 am - Days like these
I haven't felt well lately. Haven't been myself at all. Just really tired.

Philip is confusing. He seems to think we can just pick up like nothing happened. And Mimi sure knows how to lay it on thick to Shawn.

Wow, I've noticed lots of Salem residents here on LJ.

k_storms (two Belle's?)

I wonder who else is here?! Hehehe.

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Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
9:50 am - Another day in paradise..
I really should update this thing since Nancy said that I was neglecting it. Whatever.

So, Philip is heading to Las Vegas. How fun for him. I hope he has a nice time with poor Belle. Damn Shawn. I just know he's hiding something. Why would he have sex with Jan when he loves Belle so much?!

I'm starting to miss Brady.
<3 Chloe
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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
11:31 pm - A rose is a rose is a rose
Aww, it was so sweet of Philip to bring me a rose at school. I was touched by his surprise. But I hope he doesn't think that this means we're back together again. I mean, I'm so afraid that it will just turn into a big mess like last time.

I wonder what could be so important on this tape that I should see. Hmmmm...now I'm kind of scared.

Fire and ice..
<3 Chloe

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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
11:29 pm - Mocha Almond Crunch Almond Mocha Crunch
Aww, it was really nice to have ice cream and play Monopoly with Nancy, Craig & Brady. Like a real family. So cliche. I had loads of fun singing with Brady as always. Although he sings wonderful, I just didn't think he gave his all in that song. Brady's voice is usually a tad more powerful. All in all, it made me forget about Philip...for now.

<3 Chloe

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Friday, February 15th, 2002
11:52 pm - Another Perfect Day in Salem...
Well, it was perfect timing when Brady called. Because Nancy was driving me crazy as usual. I just had to get out. Little did I know that Philip would be at DotCom with Belle. I thought he'd act all jealous and insane when he saw Brady and I having a peachy time together. But it was like Philip did a total one-eighty! He said he wanted to be my friend and didn't want to lose me. It was really nice. I really hope that he has changed or at least trying.

<3 Chloe

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Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
4:31 pm - I'm sick...
I better give up hope on having any kind of relationship with either guy, Philip or Brady. I need to find out what's wrong with me. Dizzy, bleeding, fainting...all not good. I'm tired. Time to lay down and maybe I'll see a doctor soon.

<3 Chloe

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Monday, February 11th, 2002
8:17 pm - What is wrong with me?
This is horrible. I've been getting dizzy a lot lately and having blurry vision. And now this! I pass out and wake up with a bloody nose. Then I get another one when I get home! I'm so tired. I hope I don't have some kind of brain tumor or something.

I'm scared.

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Thursday, February 7th, 2002
3:17 am - Chloe, this is your life....
Nancy insisted that I keep a journal. She said if I won't open up to her then I need to vent in a journal, that way she can at least know what's going on in my life. ::sighs:: Sometimes I just hate her! I only agreed because this way is easier to talk to her. This way I can get a word in edgewise! ::laughs::

Well, I really enjoyed ice skating with Brady. I sure wasn't expecting Philip to show up though. I'll write more later.

<3 Chloe

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